To show my diverse nature I am sharing an interesting string quartet version of the 1970 Black Sabbath opus, Paranoid. Considered by many to be the top Heavy Metal album of all time, the title track tells the tale of a man with paranoia or mental disease. The lyrics are pretty depressing, until I read them this morning I thought the tune was just a good work out song. Black Sabbath just announced the original members are reforming, making a new album (CD) and getting ready for a tour later next year.
There is a reason I chose this song as my title today, as I am feeling slightly paranoid right now. Back in July my second relapse occurred. I developed lymphoma tumors including one on my brain/head. Now I have noticed another abnormality on the same side of my head but more toward the back of the head. The side of my head seems to be growing. I am hoping my view or feeling is just paranoia to be honest. But... Yvonne also sees and feels the growth. At the same time my blood counts are doing good, the evidence is not exactly clear. I will ask for some brain scans today to confirm or deny my worry, I am not sure how or when that will happen. In the meantime, I am thankful for so much a week ahead of Thanksgiving. Sadie even cuddled with me this morning, before I had the chance to ask her if she wanted to go for a walk. We are very fortunate to have all three of our adult children coming home this week for at least a few days of togetherness. Here's to family, friends, and taking time to show you care.
There is a reason I chose this song as my title today, as I am feeling slightly paranoid right now. Back in July my second relapse occurred. I developed lymphoma tumors including one on my brain/head. Now I have noticed another abnormality on the same side of my head but more toward the back of the head. The side of my head seems to be growing. I am hoping my view or feeling is just paranoia to be honest. But... Yvonne also sees and feels the growth. At the same time my blood counts are doing good, the evidence is not exactly clear. I will ask for some brain scans today to confirm or deny my worry, I am not sure how or when that will happen. In the meantime, I am thankful for so much a week ahead of Thanksgiving. Sadie even cuddled with me this morning, before I had the chance to ask her if she wanted to go for a walk. We are very fortunate to have all three of our adult children coming home this week for at least a few days of togetherness. Here's to family, friends, and taking time to show you care.
