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I chose the title of this blog to go with a Beatles song from 1969. The title made sense in October of 2009 because fighting cancer might be a drawn out challenge. I take inspiration where I can, and hope to motivate with my musings about music, my status and anything else related to life. Anyone can post comments; no sign in or account is needed, just click on the comments section towards the bottom of the post and write me a note. A splendid time is guaranteed for all. Live Happy- Greg


"Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it is time to pause and reflect." Mark Twain



Thursday, November 17, 2011

"Paranoid"

To show my diverse nature I am sharing an interesting string quartet version of the 1970 Black Sabbath opus, Paranoid.   Considered by many to be the top Heavy Metal album of all time, the title track tells the tale of a man with paranoia or mental disease.   The lyrics are pretty depressing, until I read them this morning I thought the tune was just a good work out song.   Black Sabbath just announced the original members are reforming, making a new album (CD) and getting ready for a tour later next year.   
There is a reason I chose this song as my title today, as I am feeling slightly paranoid right now.   Back in July my second relapse occurred.   I developed lymphoma tumors including one on my brain/head.   Now I have noticed another abnormality on the same side of my head but more toward the back of the head.   The side of my head seems to be growing.   I am hoping my view or feeling is just paranoia to be honest.   But... Yvonne also sees and feels the growth.   At the same time my blood counts are doing good, the evidence is not exactly clear.   I will ask for some brain scans today to confirm or deny my worry, I am not sure how or when that will happen.   In the meantime, I am thankful for so much a week ahead of Thanksgiving.   Sadie even cuddled with me this morning, before I had the chance to ask her if she wanted to go for a walk.   We are very fortunate to have all three of our adult children coming home this week for at least a few days of togetherness.   Here's to family, friends, and taking time to show you care.  

25 comments:

robinhood said...

Continued Prayers.
Have a joyious Thanksgiving.
Lord Bless and Keep You and Yours.

Cathy Curths said...

Prayer's from Here, too
See you soon

Greg Dymerski said...

Thanks guys, the prayers are much appreciated.

Captain X said...

Don't worry G, it's just your brain growing back in after leaving the SO of KC. You'll get used to thinking for yourself again, it may just take some time.
LiveSTRONG!

Mary-Beth McMurray of the East Coast Clan said...

Greg:
Loved that string quartet! Great walking music.
I hope and pray that you will be able to schedule your scans soon and put your mind at rest.
Much to be thankful for, glad you will be surrounded by your family.
I am thankful for my family and friends. Also very thankful for my new west coast friends.
You have been an inspiration to all of us.

Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family.

Mary-Beth McMurray of the East Coast Clan!

Greg Dymerski said...

X, as usual your perspective is both true and thought provoking. Mary-Beth, the continued support motivates me more than anything. I hope your Thanksgiving is very fulfilling. We already have most of our fixins ready to fix!

Joe Peluso said...

The prayer have never stopped. Hang in there my friend !

Anonymous said...

Thanks Joe, just got a call from my Saint of a Doctor, I might have an ugly misshapen head, but no tumors are growing inside! I am now even more thankful during this special season. :)

robinhood said...

:-)

Captain X said...

Told ya.
LiveSTRONG!

Mary-Beth McMurray of the East Coast Clan said...

Woo Hoo!

Mary-Beth McMurray of the East Coast Clan!

Anonymous said...

Have a great Thanksgiving and our thoughts and prayers are with you. Glad your news is good and there are no new tumors...... TRex

Anonymous said...

Greg, good news on your head bump ! You and Yvonne have a fun Thanksgiving gathering. we will miss it ,but you are always in our thoughts. Love Dad and Alice

Anonymous said...

Greg Godspeed my braddah You are an inspiration to us all. My brother-in-law has been diagnosed with AMS. I have been telling him about your fight and he's greatfull. Aloha and God bless.

Bob Thomas

Anonymous said...

Thanks everyone, just picked up Andrew our middle son, he's reacquainting with Sadie and she can't stop smelling his jeans as he left his own lab behind in Colorado.

Anonymous said...

Bob, did you mean AML? If anyone from the family needs anything please send them my way. Nice to hear from a real Hawaiian braddah! And all of the ECC too!

Jackie MacDonald said...

Great news Greg. Continuing to send prayers and well wishes. Enjoy the blessings of your family.
<3 Jackie

Anonymous said...

Greg,
We were very bummed to hear about those head bumps (you didn't mention them on the phone!) but are so very glad to hear that good news from the doc! What a great gift for Thanksgiving! The best one we could all get. Glad to hear all the kids will be there. That will be fun. Wish we could be there, too. We'll be thinking of you all. I am looking forward to some needed time off from school.
Keep kicking those unwelcome cells in the behind. Positive thoughts can have a big impact. Happy Thanksgiving to the East Coast, too.
love and prayers,
Mary D.

phil said...

Many things to be thankful for this year, your health is at the top of the list. Happy Thanksgiving to you, Yvonne and the kids. phil

Edie said...

Wow - I feel so bad that you had such a scare... but I am so happy to hear that you are ok.

Don't you just love the holidays. Family, friends, good food, & cheer.

We certainly have plenty to be thankful for. Best wishes from my family to yours!

Anonymous said...

Thanks for the reminders Phil, Edie, and all of the ECC. Let's all take stock and appreciate all of the little things that life offers- especially in this season. Go Pats!

Anonymous said...

Hi Greg and Yvonne.. Happy Thanksgiving. We know you are having a great time with the kids and enjoying the season for sure..

We are still working through the remodel.. likely going to be in the midst of this for another year or so.. Had an eartquake the other morning.. epicenter was 1/2 mile south west of us.. kinda between here and Green Lake where we took Sadie swimming.. yikes.

Had a chance to stop in at the fall WASPC conference.. great to step back.. then step out..

Snow was here and now is gone.. not enough for running dogs yet.. but it is not too far off.

So glad to hear the bumps are nothing serious.. whew!! I agree with Captain X :0)

Have a great gathering!

Linda and Butch

Alice Lor said...

Very Happy and Thankful for the great news!! Enjoy the good food and the warm company!! Have a marvelous Thanksgiving!! Live Strong and Happy! :-)

robinhood said...

Happy Thanksgiving young feller, may your day be filled with Peace, Love, Happiness and Joy for you and yours !

Anonymous said...

Belated Happy Thanksgiving to all! Thank you for the words of encouragement. See you soon!