I was looking for a good title for my message of today, and Ringo's "It Don't Come Easy" struck a chord with me. I love Ringo with all of the hair and beard, and this version of the song is famous for showing the real guy he is as he forgets a lyric or two... Ringo (Richard Starkey) wrote this song with uncredited help from George.
So here I sit enjoying a new toxic soup for the first time, and since 7 1/2 months of transplant remission. I have to tell you- it's not that bad! Nice color, mild oak notes, and a finish like only Fess Parker could do in his Chardonnay. Actually, to pay my dues I am promising to be truthful in every communication I make, the truth is: CHEMO SUCKS! A lot of the downside is the lead up to getting the drug. They drill a small hole in your upper chest, insert a long catheter, it bleeds a lot and hurts until about three days later. Then you shower in a small dungeon like room covering your catheter site very carefully so you don't get an infection. There is a lot of fluid intake to get your kidney's and liver ready for the drugs- lots of trips to the john. You are tethered to an I.V. pole for a long time, then finally the two hours of chemo infusion happens. A few days later you feel nauseated and fatigued. I am hoping this new drug is lite on those side effects. If it works and stops the leukemic cells from multiplying at high rates- or even if it doesn't work...it is all worth it. You want to live, I want to live. I would do anything to continue to be able to see my family and the smiling faces of Sadie and everyone else I encounter. My battle is like so many others that occur every day to beat back what might seem as unfair. I see it as very personal and blameless. That doesn't change the fact that I hate cancer- I want to blow it up good, real good. Time to get off my stump for now, I will show some pictures tomorrow of the pre and post chemo me...it should be worth a laugh. Live Happy and please be kind to someone when given the chance. Greg
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We'll keep you in our prayers. Life is hard, but it sounds like You have a lot to live and fight for
Love, Les and Cathy
Great post Greg. Rock&Roll has many great metaphorical song titles. Another of my favorites is "Its a long way to the top if you want to rock&roll." I think your sentance about your struggle being like so many others shows how your stength is true. I'll try and send some vids I like your way. Love BigA
Prayers, and it was a pleasure to see you after what SeaTac Aniv.or was it Judge Codds retirement,, darn time flys
Love pictures! You inspired me to not only blog my husband's experiences, but to also take photos. I admit to sneaking them, all covert-op-like. HIPPA *this!*
Greg.. Kick Butt.. Chemo does suck and here is to hoping the new stuff is easier on you.
Linda Pierce
I feel great after the first push of this new chemo. Thanks for the inspirational words folks. Hank- it was great to see you and your girlfriend Sunni. (She's a golden retriever.) Cindi those gifts were timely and Yvonne made out like a bandit. Sue, your strength is helping a lot of us for sure. Linda, give me a call sometime! (253) 426-6100 then ask for room 10-C-2. Good night-sleep tight.
Love, Greg
Cathy Mary, and BigA- I almost forgot to thank you! We are doing well in no small part because of your love. Love, Greg
Greg - I am SO proud of you and your strength! I am definitely sending you as much ALOHA as I possibly can and am hoping 2011 is the BEST year for you and your family! Love you, hugs, Valerie
Hope this chemotherapy works and is not so rough
Well, the day after is just a little weird. So far the announced side effects have only manifested in fatigue and some minor joint pains. My morning blood test showed slowing in the white cells going from 64 to 56. They will test me again this afternoon to see if the trend continues. I have had some great visits and welcome more as long as you are not sick. My whites are high but the good whites are down to next to nothing. Greg
Now you can watch Glenn Beck, haha. I'm glad the side affects are not real bad.
Gregory, Stay focused, stay positive. We admire your spirit and look forward to seeing you battle....and beat this thing. Get back and we'll make a Starbucks run....I'll buy! T. Pro
Thanks for posting updates so we can keep up on your progress. You are in our thoughts and our prayers.
How are you today?
Thanks for asking Bruce, Tony and Cathy! I finished day two of Nelarabine with Mikheal and Yvonne here to cheer me on. Then we treated ourselves to teriyaki. I am holding my own and feeling good enough to visit and in fact had a couple of visitors stop by. I should be recharged to watch the Seahawks tomorrow kick some Saint %*#. Good night-sleep tight. Greg
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